Larry Patzer’s The Past Always Comes Back Raises the Bar for Modern Thrillers
With The Past Always Comes Back, author Larry Patzer redefines what it means to write a modern thriller. Fast-paced yet emotionally charged, gripping yet grounded
I write military thriller novels, action suspense novels, and short stories grounded in progressive Christianity and mysticism, with the occasional delightfully strange detour. You can find information about my current and upcoming books, short stories, and details on signings and events throughout this site. Bonus: under short stories, you’ll also find candid notes from nine years of Alzheimer’s caregiving.
My military thriller novels are built on real people’s lived situations and human stakes. After retiring as an Air Force officer, I spent nineteen years as an aerospace systems engineer designing large scale intelligence systems where failure wasn’t an option a discipline that shows up on every page: tight plots, clean lines, credible tradecraft.
I’m a nationally certified Spiritual Director and a graduate of Clinical Pastoral Education, and I served as an on call trauma chaplain. Sitting with families in their hardest moments taught me how choices echo; that’s why my characters don’t just fight they face the consequences. I also bring nine years of personal Alzheimer’s caregiving, distilled into essays used by grief counselors and families. To me, whether you’re reading spiritual fiction novels, books about mercenaries, or action suspense novels, all stories should help us live better, not just turn pages.
Michael Johnson once ran black ops in Africa, then worked high end security across Europe. Now he wants peace with his wife, Ann, in the Willamette Valley. The explosion ends that fantasy. Their house is gone. Enemies are not. To live, they must become the hunters. As Michael reactivates buried skills: safehouses, forged identities, weapons caches, Ann refuses to be sidelined. Training turns to combat. Each firefight forces a question: how far will they go to stop the people who won’t stop? Their chase cuts from a college town to border backroads and, finally, European strongholds where old scars carry new signatures and family honor fuels modern violence. This is propulsive, grounded action with conscience and consequence. If you crave kinetic pacing with moral weight, you’re in the right book.
In an Oregon college town, The Palm Tree is more than a coffee shop; it’s a crossroads. Ann arrives still captive to a toxic religious past, searching for a God she can trust. By chance, she meets Michael, a guarded stranger hiding his history as an ex-bodyguard, with notches on his gun handle and grief he won’t name. Their only common ground, at first, is the café itself, yet a rocky relationship takes root. When nightmares spill into daylight, assassins, gunfights, paranoia, tragedy, Michael revives his spiritual-counselor alter ego, even as the loss of his wife threatens to pull him under. Ann longs for escape and transformation, but her past won’t easily let go.
Amid twists, turns, and reversals, the questions remain: Can Ann find personal resurrection, redemption, and a meaningful relationship with God? Is Michael too broken to help? Is love even possible? While the story touches on progressive Christianity, its core is how Ann and Michael confront religious grief and conflicted histories—pointing to the possibility that people can overcome toxic religious experiences and find, at last, a home in God.
With The Past Always Comes Back, author Larry Patzer redefines what it means to write a modern thriller. Fast-paced yet emotionally charged, gripping yet grounded
A bold new voice in suspense fiction returns to the spotlight with The Past Always Comes Back, the latest high-octane thriller from acclaimed author Larry
Retired Air Force officer and nationally certified Spiritual Director, Larry Patzer, makes a powerful return to the literary stage with The Past Always Comes Back,